Single

I've never been single. I don't do well single for very long. Yes, I hit the huge anniversary of being with my hubby 1/2 of my life, but it is so much more than that.

Just a disclaimer: I am not wishing things were different, they are what they happily are. But sometimes it is difficult that I haven't experienced things.

I have never lived alone. I went from living with my parents to living with hubby. I go back and forth now that I can have all of them away at the same time. Mostly guilt comes in and I don't get any sleep.

Loneliness sucks. I've never had the physical loneliness. I have had many a lonely night, but not from being alone too long. Just from shutting myself off emotionally.

Well I was ready to type more. But I am up alone at 3am and this is exactly what I'm talking about. I miss my HUBBY!!! 1 1/2 more weeks and we can get into a more normal groove. It's spring break and the kids went to their friends house. I am up to get my hair done early tomorrow. So off to bed for me!